II. Okay then

 Today I had depression since I opened my eyes. So I slept. Two more hours, them three. See, time doesn't really matter when you're on the low side of things. 

I found out executive anxiety isn't a thing. It's just a label that I put on my extreme feelings of discomfort and anxiety that I face whenever... well, whenever I try to execute anything. When I try to compose an e-mail, pay the bill, ask for feedback, or things of such nature.

Too bad I am job hunting now. There is close to zero toleration to just "not being able" to do it. I don't list it anywhere, of course, I am this high-achieving person with perfect communication skills. Just like everyone else. 

Well, at least I am learning SEO so I'll be able to list my writing a little higher soon, hopefully.